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Member Profile: Goldy
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"Seeking inner peace, we're connected energetically. Learning manners, forging a unique identity. Alone, but impactful in this world! ◡̈"
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I am a:
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19-year-old Woman (Single)
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Located in:
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New Delhi, Delhi (India)
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Seeking a:
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Man (18 to 20) |
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For:
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Serious Relationship, Marriage |
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Spirituality:
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Buddhist, Hindu, Taoist, Yoga |
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| About Me
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To all beautiful souls-
not just the smiling ones, not just the healed ones, but also the tired, the confused, the overthinking-at-3AM ones-
I bow to you. Not symbolically. Not traditionally. But existentially.
Because the fact that you exist at all, in this fragile slice of time, on this spinning rock suspended in nothingness, already makes you rare beyond statistics.
Child or adult. Broken or becoming. Believer, atheist, agnostic, or something unnamed.
May your life be touched by meaning, not just success.
May luck find you, yes-but may courage find you more often.
And yes, gratitude to this platform too, because sometimes all it takes is a shared space for strangers to stop being strangers.
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Who I Am?
My name is Goldy.
Eighteen years old. Human-not a brand, not a role, not a final draft.
Skinny body, active mind. Vegetarian not to signal purity, but because violence doesn’t sit well with my nervous system.
Spiritual-but allergic to cages.
I don’t hate religion. I just refuse to stop at it....
Religion, in its own way, holds immense value-it provides guidance, purpose, and community. It’s important,
and deserves respect, but it’s one path among many in the search for truth.
Every belief has its place in the larger conversation.
If religion is a finger pointing to the moon, I want to look at the moon-not worship the finger.
I use science as a lens, not as a weapon.
I think about time-not clocks, but time as experience.
About space-not distance, but emptiness that allows existence.
About the fabric of reality-how something comes from nothing, how rules emerge without a rule-maker visible.
Neuroscience fascinates me because it asks a terrifying question:
If thoughts are electrical patterns… then who is the thinker?
Psychology matters because trauma travels faster than DNA.
Physics matters because intuition lies.
Philosophy matters because answers expire.
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I don’t “consume” much. I build.
3D models.
Scientific animations-turning invisible truths into visible motion.
Code-because logic is honesty with no emotional manipulation.
Art and craft-not for decoration, but for reflection.
Drawings that ask moral questions instead of giving aesthetic comfort.
Music?
I don’t follow bands. I don’t worship singers.
But I construct melodies-frequencies shaped into emotion using machines.
Math turned into mood.
Technology turned into tenderness.
That’s creativity to me:
taking cold systems and pulling warmth out of them.
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Now let’s talk about reality.
Where I come from, life follows a script written by the dead for the living.
Study. Earn. Marry. Reproduce. Repeat.
Around 28, the pressure arrives.
Not violently. Politely. Smiling.
“ ........ , it’s time.”
It doesn’t matter if you’re rich or poor, deep or shallow.
Marriage becomes less about connection and more about social alignment.
But look around.
Broken homes. Silent couples. Children raised by screens.
People together but lonely. People married but emotionally single.
Something feels… off.
Not evil. Just outdated.
....What I Actually Want....
I want conversation before commitment.
Consciousness before contracts.
Someone who can move freely between:
Ancient scriptures/religion and modern labs
Meditation and mental health
God and doubt
Love and logic
Silence and speech
Someone who understands that certainty is often intellectual laziness.
If you’re reading this and your brain sparks-if some internal mechanism says “this resonates”-then fine. Call it destiny, coincidence, God, entropy, or neural synchronization.
Names are costumes. Essence is naked.
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The Future (Uncertain, Unowned, Unfinished)
I don’t know where I’ll end up.
Career. Country. Contribution.
But I know the direction:
Not just upward-but inward.
Not just successful-but aware.
Not just productive-but humane.
If life allows, if paths align, if families soften, if love matures instead of rushing-maybe marriage happens.
And yes, children may enter the equation.
But let’s be honest:
creation doesn’t only mean intercourse.
Life is larger than biology textbooks allow.
Ethics, consent, science, and intention matter.
I’ve spoken about this openly elsewhere.
Anyone curious can view that discussion here:
----> https://www.reddit.com/r/Asexual/comments/1piwddx/is_it_possible_to_have_your_own_kids_without_sex/?rdt=44171
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...I’m grateful for every moment, for everything I see and experience. And if you’re reading this, thank you for your time. Everyone who crosses your path, even those you may not like, carries their own struggles. People can do terrible things, yes-but their actions don’t define their worth as humans. Don’t let anyone’s negativity steal your peace. Stay true to kindness, hold onto good energy, and take care of the ones you love.
If you’ve made it this far, you’re welcome here. Keep moving forward, and remember-no matter what, never lose your sense of humanity.
^_^
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Basics
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My Sign:
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Taurus |
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I speak:
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English |
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Ethnicity:
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Asian |
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Body Type:
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Slender |
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Eye Color:
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Black |
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Hair Color:
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Black |
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Lifestyle
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Have kids:
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No |
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Want (more) children:
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Someday |
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Willing To Relocate:
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Maybe
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| Personality
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I'm happiest when:
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I’m just by myself or chilling with my family. I don’t really have “friends” in the typical way-like yeah, there are people who respect me and all, but it’s mostly just “hey, hi, how are you” vibes. nothing super deep or close where you can just call anytime, you know?
And yeah. I love Radha. Like, I feel more connected to her than Krishna. Not in a weird way or anything-it’s just something personal, kinda hard to explain, long story honestly.
I’m not someone who craves attention or wants people talking about me. I just like doing my own thing-chanting Maa Jagdamba name, thinking about Radha, connecting with that divine energy.
I also love reading, especially different scriptures and stuff from all over. If someone wants to talk to me, I’m always open to it 😊
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The best day of my life was when:
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when I truly realized I’m Hindu and became aware of how little time we actually have. It just changed the way I see everything.
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Interests
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My interests, hobbies, and pastimes include...
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Computers, Cooking, Crafts, Museums, Painting & Drawing, Photography, Writing
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The physical activities I'm interested in are:
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Dancing, Tennis, Yoga (hatha)
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My favorite music:
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I don’t have a favorite music genre, I mostly just listen to mantras 🌸
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Values
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The things I'm most grateful for in life are...
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for everyone I cross paths with-even the strangers who just pass by and disappear. There’s no hate in me, not really. Even pain. I’ve learned to just accept it, like it’s part of the air I breathe. Life feels fragile, temporary-like everything could end at any moment, and somehow that makes me more thankful to just be here, to see, to feel, to exist.
I know I’m different. maybe even a little strange in the usual sense. I don’t fit into what people expect, and I’ve stopped trying to. There’s a quiet darkness in the way I see things-but it’s not empty, it’s full. full of thoughts, of questions, of something deeper that I can’t always explain.
Anyway… that’s just me.
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Spirituality
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Spiritual Orientation:
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Buddhist, Hindu, Taoist, Yoga
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Who I'm Looking For
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I'm seeking a:
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Man (18 to 20)
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Ethnicity:
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Any
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Height:
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4' 6" to 6' 6" (137cm to 198cm)
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Body Type:
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Any
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Hair Color:
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Any
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He should speak:
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English
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Education:
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Doesn't Matter
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Annual Income:
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Doesn't Matter
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Smoking:
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Doesn't Matter
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Drinking:
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Doesn't Matter
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Vegetarian:
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Doesn't Matter
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Has children:
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No
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Wants children:
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Doesn't Matter
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Personality:
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Doesn't Matter
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When out with friends, he would be...
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Doesn't Matter
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Spiritual Orientation:
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Buddhist, Hindu, Taoist, Yoga
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He would consider his faith or spirituality...
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Doesn't Matter
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